I just woke up from a nap and to be honest, I had questions about faith. Because I heard Dad talking about papers God had clearly told me was not the right place to be. Second, I am in the middle of the study and practically applying the things I am learning every day so I could grow in the field of my study, so I don't want to divert my mind off of that. Dad asked me to help him with business apart from the things I do usually, and I am kind of new to that area of work. I have helped Dad earlier but was not so comfortable in that zone, maybe I just did that to help dad because he is managing a new business all by himself at the field and I take care of a little of online work along with study. So considering these factors, I was really not sure if I wanted to do it again. Why am I writing all this time? For a number of reasons, some of them, we need to be prudent with our decisions because of decisions affect us and our future along with that of others.
So, now I had paused to pray to find the answers to the above. See, here when there is something bothering me in the current phase of my life through the experiences I have had, It quickly makes me seek God and ask him for his help.
I cried and prayed, gave myself some time, because the emotions were high (reason being I wanted to check if am on the right path in my walk with God). It took me about 15 min or more. But till I felt okay and till I could reach a point where I could surrender the pain to God. I went for a shower and am all okay. I will just do what needs to be done. And see what comes out of it!
Walk with God is a step by step journey. Not knowing the future, but just learning to do the next step. If it helps good if it doesn't its an experience.
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