The Journey along the way... What happened today!

Hi, today is Sunday. 

And because I have been working all the days of the week. I really needed some rest today. However, till 11.00 am seemed nothing like I could get rest. So, let me tell you what happened today. I was asleep in the morning and I heard dad and mum having an argument. I prayed in my sleep for them and me that they walk according to God's will for their life, hoping they stop so the situation doesn't worsen while I am sleeping. I am not feeling any gleeful while writing this. So, I got back from Church and was really upset because the mood was the same in the house and I dint want to be in a place without peace. I wanted to stay away. So after 12.00 I slept because I needed rest and glad that I did. My body was feeling better, however when I woke up the situations at home got worse. I wanted to just run somewhere. So, I walked down to office, which is just meters away from my home. Anyway, while I was up from sleep. I read my daily message which said, that if I had faith. I was above any situation. But I told God, I don't feel anything like it. I felt good that I was away from home for a while. So again because I was upset I opened the bible and I was lead to the scripture as follows, Job 24- "Job complains of violence on earth". I thought to myself, this is my scene at the moment. I start reading as tears rolled down my eyes, because I felt alone. Alone that no one understood me. And that I could see evil in my parents. Its been hard for me when my parents do wrong and they seem to not realize. Moreover, they don't even want to listen to advice. I can only complain to God about this, din't  know what he wants to say to me. I kept reading and flipping to different verses in the Bible, which said that they that have a thorn for Christ, happens to be worth it. That's when it dawned on me that what I read earlier was right. No matter what happens in this world, because I have God as my Father in this life. I can go through it. We all need a close relationship with God, because if not, life does not make sense and we cannot go through it without getting the necessary strength. We need to have a reason to live during difficult times. Because, if not, that's where the devil uses it against us to make us feel miserable. More to follow next..