My time. From death to life. Release from depression

 The first time I got my healing. I felt like I had defeated death and I was back to life. I asked God. Why did you let me live. I dint want to. For my finding God was my ultimatum. I was kept back to spread the Good news ( that there’s a life out of the mess that we live in) and that there’s a better life. Which we get to experience here on earth and don’t need to go to heaven for that. The misconception is once you die the pain and suffering will go. No, Jesus died on the cross 2000 years ago to release us from that pain and suffering. And he dint leave us alone to suffer and die, so much is his love for us. People did not know because the word (gospel) did not reach us. Till we receive it and that’s when freedom begins. So how do we receive it. That’s a whole big topic for the next time.